Monday, October 21, 2013

I'm taking MY life back...

It is my belief that messages from the universe speak to me and remind me of something that is inside of me. When I first see them, I often don't even know what is really being advertised. Instead, the message conjures emotions or thoughts relating to something that is going on within me; in my heart, in my mind, in my soul. I see them on billboards, in magazines, store windows, church plaques...everywhere.

I secretly call them soul whispers.

The messages are all around us


Some days the universe sends us subtle messages other days, like today for me, it needs to slap you up aside the head. Thank you, sometimes the chaos is outside of our control. It is how we react that keeps us sane. #soulwhispers

Sometimes the universe send you messages that are subtle...

Well, not today.

Sometimes the universe realizes that you need to be
slapped up aside the head with a frying pan.

Wow, where have I been?

I've been swallowed by the corporate monster.
I've allowed it to seep into every part of my life.
I've allowed it to push me down,
to make me tired/exhausted...
which has made me disappear.

To all my blog world friends I'm sorry I haven't been around much,
to all my friends that I see in real life (well haven't seen lately)
I am sorry that I have disappeared.
It has just felt like too much to balance my world.

I've shut down.
Stayed closed off.

I admit, I gave "them" the keys.

I have allowed someone else to drive my life
while I sat back in zombie mode, 
stressed out beyond recognition
and thus I disappeared.

I'm here to today to let everyone know 
that I'm taking back the keys.
Even if only for small moments at a time
I'm going to drive.

It is my life and not theirs. 
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